I haven't been blogging like I used to. I'm still writing though. In fact I have written out blogs that I should have posted long ago but somehow I haven't gotten around to posting them. It's kind of sad actually. All work and no play makes me a dull...never that...It's just that I've been on an involuntary hiatus. And not just from my Wordpress blog but also from Tumblr blog.
I don't know what happened...
Work. Family. Responsibility. Bills. Grown Woman Stuff. You know the usual.
But it was also my perfectionism. I have a habit of not doing things unless I can do them the "right way" and of course that means it doesn't get done at all.
But mostly I need some more "me" time. I need to get back to doing the things that I love to do. I need to get out more and experience the city that I love-hate. (New York). I haven't been a hermit exactly. I've been going to some really cool art exhibits etc. that I haven't posted about just yet. It just doesn't feel like enough.
Sometimes we can run ourselves ragged all week-long that during a day off or on the weekends, all we want to do is lazy about. Sometimes I spend the weekend catching up on the telly, watching documentaries online/old movies/my favorite Brit-Coms, and reading or writing by hand...Just too tired and not interested in going out anywhere. But come Monday or Tuesday morning, I wish I had actually donesomething else.
Time can kind of slip away like that. And I don't want to wake up one morning later on in life with a bunch of regrets. That wouldn't be cool.
So I am now declaring my involuntary hiatus over...It's now time to get back to the business of "me."